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Somehow everyone is addicted to something 
We might not even realise it nor feel that it is even addiction
but we feel its effect in our lives;
holding on to us ,
 ripping us apart , 
tearing us between two worlds. 
being surrounded by a web , that sometimes i think its just in my skin. 
loving the delight of it's pain
enjoying the taste of  numbness 
being wasted, looking at those elusive future reflections
can i rise above all this 
can i seek that hand reaches for me, giving me that dim light of hope. 
it's  far, i would sometimes say its not even reachable.
An optical illusion that shows in the darkness of my world. 
yet still it is my only way
it is my only hope