piece of my mind !

sometimes we take everything around us for granted we wish we were dead - we wish some of the people who got us angry , upset etc etc were dead ( maybe we don't mean it and we just blurt it out in times of desperation or anger).. and we do not realize the effect of any of that !
we do not really appreciate the friends and family even our Exs around us except if we actually lost or about to lose one of them .. we do not comprehend the meaning and the importance of that persons existence in our lives when i think of each person i know and how he or she affected me throughout the years i get so overwhelmed and grateful for every second they spent with me listening to me , hearing my ugly jokes dealing with my goofiness , baring my anger ,supporting me in my darkest times, loving and accepting me for who i am it is true, it is said that we carry a small piece of everyone we know and that all contributes to who we turn out to be. i often think of my my effect on the people around me cos frankly i do not think i ever did have any powerful effect on anyone .. but i think that only makes me want to try to improve and actually be there for the ones i care for , it makes me want to devote myself for something significant that maybe later give me the power to actually affect the lives the ones around me .. isn't that after all the real worth of a person's life ?!