A Father to Love

Here i am wondering where could i find the sense of joy that a daughter finds in her papa's arms or the security when she lays her head on her Papa's chest 


 
Instead ,

U left me in the darkness of my thoughts and your actions. 




What made you forget your own soul
Wasn't i a part of you?
Wasn't i your essence of life? 
Your reason for living ?

Where were you;
 
When i needed a place to hide?
When i needed to laugh ?
When i needed to feel home?
 
Every night i squeeze my eyes shut 
trying to remember a loving voice,
 
Just to get myself to smile again .

 Just to remember one day i had a father 
 
Instead,

Here i am alone wondering in the darkness of my thoughts and your actions.

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